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ESP Development Log [24/02/09]

I’m without internet until end of the month, (replying via mobile), so I’ll be keeping the updates I do make short …

I have found that studying new programming languages while listening to the brain sync track, is a lot easier, the syntax just sticks, no need to go back and check what the syntax was.

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ESP Development Log [20/02/09]

I feel like nothing is changing anymore (not that it’s a bad thing, I feel fantastic), but since I’m not taking the nutrition yet, I guess this is far as things will go until I start taking the specialized nutrition.

Do you know how hard it is to explain to a skeptic about this experiment? Since I’m really excited about this and want everyone to know about this experiment, it frequently happens that I would be talking to somebody and just out of the blue start talking about developing paranormal or ESP abilities.So far about 90% of the people say they want to see it before they believe it or they don’t believe that ESP is humanly possible. Must say, I’m shocked to see the ignorance and how uninformed the general population is.

Guess I’ll have to take it onto myself to show these people what the human brain is capable of!

Time to get some sleep, have a Reiki session tomorrow morning.

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ESP Development Log [16/02/09]

I’ve been working through some quantum physics over the last few months and understood what I was working through, but was never able to articulate in a simple way to anyone exactly what it is I’m working through (or learning if you want) Only articulate bits and pieces and in the end confuse myself even more than the person I’m trying to explain it to.

Einstein used to say, making things more complicated is easy, it takes a true genius to explain physics to your grandmother.

Taking into account that I don’t have a physics background, I attempted to explain the principles behind mass-time and space-time to a good friend who also doesn’t have a background in physics, while explaining these concepts, I was able to visualize these concepts (if you’re a quantum physics expert, spot the irony in that statement) and explain these concepts based on the visualizations and even grasp the concepts better after bringing it down to a level where normal people can understand it. Instead of grabbing bits and pieces from everywhere, I was able to see the whole picture and every piece in its context which makes it easier to systematically explain complex concepts.

The point is, I feel smarter based on what Einstein said and whether the daily brain-syncing had anything to do with this, I don’t know, but it can’t all just be coincidence.

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ESP Development Log [14/02/09]

Something really strange happened to me yesterday …

Have you ever had a déjà vu that went on for 30 minutes? I was listening to some music in my “office” while my parents were watching some stupid soapy on television in another room when all of a sudden I started having this déjà vu that just wouldn’t stop, I turned down the music and somehow got the feeling that I’ve watched that specific episode of that soapy before even though I never watch it and even though that was the first time they air that episode.

15 minutes later I focused intensely to figure out why this feels so familiar when all of a sudden I started hearing the actors speak in my head …

He would say “bla blah blah blah …..” and then on television I would hear exactly “bla blah blah blah …..”
She would say “but bla bla bla bla ….” and then on television I would hear exactly the same thing in exactly the same tone of voice.

The last 10 minutes of the soap, as soon as somebody said something in a new scene, I would automatically hear the response of the other person before that person actually responded in exactly the same tone of voice as that person would say it just a second later.

Afterwards, while pondering about what exactly happened, I started to see flashbacks of the scenes, this time with snapshots of the actors making hand gestures, pulling faces, etc

I’m not going to write any further about it, I’m getting flashbacks about it and I hate soaps, get it out of my head aaaagh!

Time to start practicing with my pack of cards again, maybe my dowsing abilities have also improved …

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ESP Development Log [13/02/09]

I’ve been listening to the brain sync track last night just before I went to bed (this time just after 11h00pm and not 4h30 am like the previous day) and I was dreaming about telekinesis the whole night and why it is possible to move things around “with your mind” while experiencing it for myself in a dream based telekinesis workshop.

Do yourself a favour and watch the TED talk, “A Stroke of insight“, this will make what I’m about to say easier to grasp if you don’t already grasp it:

We are what we think we are, one brain hemisphere is responsible for making a person feel separate as an individual from the whole (everything is one and the same thing) while the other hemisphere brings us in touch with the wholeness, that we are in fact all part of the same oneness.

Telekinesis work simply because what you are moving aren’t really there and isn’t really separate from you. The human body is merely a receptor to experience “life”, everything you feel, see, touch, smell, etc are merely electrical impulses send to your brain which is the receptor that connects with your higher self. The object is merely there, because your senses tell you that it’s there, your brain then interprets the electrical impulses from your senses and somehow reveal that you’re seeing an object. When you’re moving it, you’re simply changing the coordinates of the object which then makes it appear as if it’s moving (which it technically is depending on your definition of what moving something is relative to your perception of reality) You’re basically extending your sense of touch all the way to the object (I know it’s hard to grasp the concept, but you will once you’ve experienced it)

What I’ve noticed in the dream was that when I try to move an object at first, it doesn’t seem possible, until I finally cracked it, only after I managed to do it, the truth made sense. Trying to explain to somebody how that person and the object he’s trying to move is actually one and the same thing and experiencing it is a whole different thing, that’s what I love about this initiative, a step by step program almost guaranteed to get you there, once you’ve experienced it and live with the abilities on a day to day basis, it will seem so natural. When you live with these abilities on a day to day basis, you’ll also be aware that you and your neighbor for example are one and the same thing; wouldn’t it be awesome if everyone in the world could experience this? It would definitely make the world a better place and stop war if people realize that the ones they are hurting are not separate from themselves.

What I’ve also noticed in the dream was the effects of skeptics; skeptics can have a lot of power over you if you let it, Angela Donovan explains it in her book, Psychic Success, as a dark cloud contaminating your outer senses making them non-functional (she talks about her experience as a psychic being challenged by skeptics on a Jerry Springer show) Surround yourself with positive, supportive people and things will be much easier.

I know this is not my typical update, but I thought this dream (or at least what I was taught in this dream) was worth sharing as it brought a lot of insight into what exactly is being done here, in short, the part of the brain that connects us with the being part of the one is being reactivated whether you know it or not, therefore these abilities are also awaken at the same time.

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ESP Development Log [12/02/09]

I’ve made a couple of posts about this experiment in my blog and so far I see it directed a couple of people here, hope it helps.

I told my mom about this experiment and she was totally shocked to hear what I’m busy with, I was even more shocked to see her reaction. I just want to clarify, there are no pills or substances involved, only nutrition and binaural beats which is basically listening to “music” if you want to be pedantic.

New effects that I’ve noticed, whenever I look into somebody’s eyes, I already know what they are going to say, especially when they hit a blank, I complete their sentences, even when it’s way off topic (happened with two people today). I can see when somebody doesn’t want me to speak and just get on with it (back at the suppliers this morning, or make that yesterday morning seeing as it is almost 2AM)

My sleeping patterns are becoming irregular, I don’t know whether listening at irregular intervals at different times of the day is causing this, or whether it’s just the workaholic in me trying to get as much done with as little sleep as possible.

I can keep a todo list in my head without forgetting certain things, I know it’s better to keep your mind clear and write down your todo list, but even that takes up time, keeping it inside my head and only referring to it when I need it is suddenly working for me.

The skeptic inside of me is kicking in, having trouble believing what is happening to me, even though I know it’s happening and that I can’t deny it, I’m constantly trying to find logical explanations subconsciously that can logically explain the effects. It’ll probably take a while before the skeptic intuition inside of me finds something else to logically rip apart.

The brain-sync track is getting boring, I now fully understand why Anthony Robbins mixed his brain entrainment tracks with music although his tracks could never achieve the same effects as the pure brain-sync track does. Think it’s time to do some really complex problem solving or maybe even IQ tests while syncing to make it a bit more of a challenge and to get myself addicted to it. Will see if I have time for that tomorrow, should be interesting to monitor my thought patterns with and without the syncing track.

I’m dyslexic, it really shows when I’m tired, if this post doesn’t contain a lot of spelling and / or grammatical mistakes, then either the dyslexia is being addressed or my level of focus is improving by so much, that it is not affected by dyslexia.

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ESP Development Log [10/02/09]

Intense, vivid lucid dreams, the real world and the dream world suddenly seems exactly the same (not that it is not the same place, I’m only more convinced than ever)

Visions are becoming a more frequent thing, I can remember more of my dreams, used to only be able to remember the last one, either I’m dreaming more or I’m remembering more of my dreams.

Since I find solutions to most things during my sleep (especially complicated engineering problems), I figure this is a good thing :-)

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ESP Development Log [09/02/09]

Yesterday’s “heatwave” and intense workout sapped my energy, can barely keep my eyes open at the moment.
While using brain sync I can at least keep on focusing even though I’m fatigued, as soon as I take off the headphones, fatigue kicks in again and I feel like sleeping.

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ESP Development Log [08/02/09]

My body is detoxing like crazy, amazing how changing one meal can have such a massive effect (I believe it’s detoxing as I woke up with a light headache, runny nose, sweat smelling different and darker urine which is exactly the same effects I had a couple of years ago when I tested out oxygen detox supplements which also did some intense detoxing)

Carb cravings in the morning diminished, sense of taste and smell is improving.

Also, the brain sync track used to make a type of oscillation sound in my head (oscillating from left to right) when listening to it, it went from oscillating to just one solid single note (it will start with the oscillating sound again and then slowly reach a solid single note sound, this is happening faster and faster every time), only noticed this yesterday, will time it next time to measure exactly how long it takes before the oscillating sound goes away.

Besides the above and having a rock-solid concentration (when reading through Linux Gentoo installation manuals), nothing extraordinary has happened so far.

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ESP Development Log [07/02/09]

Today was the first day I didn’t have carbs for breakfast, referring to the Whey “protein powder” mixed with oatmeal, dried fruit, fruit and Pronutro (a form of processed grain / wheat porridge, not sure which one it is)
Instead of carbs, I had raw broccoli, a couple of mushrooms and some raw spinach (avocados are still too expensive, otherwise I would’ve grinded them all up with the avocado)

On the carb diet, usually within one hour I’m hungry, then I would grab a fruit here, grab some baked biscuits, grab some pasta and continue eating for the rest of the day to keep myself going.

Today was different, I had my breakfast and didn’t have any food cravings for the rest of the day, although my brain did throw me signals trying to yell at me, “where’s my carbs”, I need my carbs, lol

Is it ok to take in carbs during the day (as long as it’s not in the morning?), referring to raw fruit and raw vegetables as a source of carbs? My system is so used to being pumped full of carbs the whole day long that I’m getting withdrawal symptoms (which I know will pass eventually, just like the craving for salty things after I went Vegan in August 2007)

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